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| I'm in Control, My Worries are Few |
| 12.31.03 (10:06 am) [edit] |
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Now, as many of you don't know, all I drink is water, yet the amount I drink is insufficient. So I've been drinking water like a fish and it has definately been worth it. My skin is completely cleared. I'm alot happier and not as bored as I usually am when at home. My nails look gorgeous! This is the absolute-best makeover I have ever had, and that is without paying someone X amount of dollars for some more toxins and chemicals to soak my body in. Moving on... I just recently bought the VHS (I would have bought the dvd but it was $18!) of the Scarlet Letter. I have already read the book, but the movie is a whole lot better! Demi Moore does a terrifac job playing Hester Prynne. If you haven't read the book or seen the movie, please invest you time and effort into that adventure. I also bought the dvd of "Washington Square," the worst movie ever! Ugh... Songs of the Day: Living Inside Myself- Gino Vanelli New Attitude : Patti Labelle Quote of the Day: Don't forget yourself because you want to impress others. Keep your morals and you will win in the end. Thought of the Day: Hey, It's New Years Eve... |
| Please Disturb: Caught up in Dreamland |
| 12.28.03 (12:43 pm) [edit] |
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Ok, I am only writing this because I have to get it off of my chest. Last night as I was asleep I had a dream about me & Roje' in the shower. The one catch was that he was wearing clothes and I was nude! Oh my gosh! I didn't feel any embarrassment or anything it was just complete and total relaxation. This is terrible. As we were in the shower, people (who attend Nationott) came in the bathroom where we were and were waiting for turns (not with me of course). I have no clue why I dreamed this... ugh...this is sickening... Thought of the day: Go to sleep with the TV off. |
| My Irons on the Fire |
| 12.26.03 (8:54 pm) [edit] |
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I talked to all of my loving friends today (Liz, Stan, Roje') and I am glad to hear that everyone had a great Christmas. I have started going through a humbling experience. I am trying to find out what talents I have and how I can use them efficiently. I talked to my mother about this Me- Mom, what do you think my talents are? Mom - Listening to people Can that truly be a talent? I mean what does it take to listen? I do like listening to others and I feel like they are letting me experience their journeys happy or sad. Could I make a true career out of this? I just started thinking about journalism. But hey I could write books...eh? You know, right now, All I want is a happy life with a husband that accepts me for who I am, probably some offspring, a nice home somewhere very relaxing, loving relationships, happy memories, and a great eternity. I also realize that there are steps that lead to this happy life. I just want to make sure that I chose the right ones so I can get the desired outcome. Song of the Day ~ Irons on the Fire - Teena Marie Thought of the day ~ Jealously costs too much, love is free Quote of the day ~ "If we confess our sins, He is faithful and just to forgive us our sins and to cleanse us from unrighteousness " "Irons in the Fire" written by Teena Marie ©1980 Jobete Music Co., Inc. (ASCAP) People say I've got my hands in too many things Keeping time with paupers just as well as kings I toss my head to the silver sky, and then I sigh Look at all the blessings in my life Here I am your Piscean holocaust Born in Venice Harlem, it's so sweet the sour sauce I close my eyes and still somehow I see You're here with me And you are such a blessing in my life Here I am, I'm just a fragment of my God Heavenly Father hear me sometimes life gets so hard But with you as my desire The spirit is gonna lift me higher I've got to keep my irons in the fire I've got to keep my irons in the fire |
| Merry Christmas |
| 12.25.03 (7:12 pm) [edit] |
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My sister came knocking on my door at 3:00 a.m. saying "Katrina, it's Christmas." I said "Yeah, I'll be down in a minute" Three hours later I finally woke up, so much for opening gifts before the sun came up. Anyways, I got everything I wanted (Tony Hawk underground, Super Mario Sunshine, Enter the Matrix, hands-free phone, a sweater) Today was a wonderful day. But out of all that, I have to say that dinner was the best part. I told them that they should have cooked for Thanksgiving, but no one listens to me... It was soooo good. mmm...mmmm...mmmm... so good... Song of the day: Some Song I heard on THUG Thought of the day : Isn't it sick how on our own b-days we don't get half as many gifts as we do on The Saviors birthday Quote of the day: It's better to give than to receive |
| How to you type that ? |
| 12.24.03 (1:18 pm) [edit] |
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I thought this was so cool that I wanted to share it with you guys. TBB :) [url=]http://www.lissaexplains.com/...[/url] |
| Feminism : The Art of Survival. |
| 12.22.03 (8:25 pm) [edit] |
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I just finished watching the finale to Survivor, where my girl, Sandra, won the title of the "Sole Survivor" in the Pearl Islands of Panama. I was literally screaming at the TV and clasping my hands together as, one by one, the people who were thought of to most likely win the title were voted off. It was a wonderful experience. But hey, I would never do it. I do enjoy electricity, fresh water, my bed, and food with taste. I probably couldn't deal with the excess of wildlife or insects. I swear, if I were to see a bird i.e. Buzzard, Big Bird, or anything larger, they would have to send me home from going completely psychotic on the camara crew. Birds, ugh... I wouldn't last. But maybe it would be a good way to overcome such a fear, ya know? Only a Rosie the Riveter could survive under such circumstances. Who knows, heck, the money ain't worth it... Song of the day : I Keep Forgettin' - Michael McDonald Thought of the day : If you could take one thing on a desert island with you what would it be? Quote of the day : Pipe down, I'm try'na watch my show! |
| Yeah... |
| 12.21.03 (1:28 pm) [edit] |
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Yesterday night I had to be online for about 4 hours. Sickening huh? I wasn't just lolligagging around, I was shopping. It is incredibly sad how there are no lines, cash registers, or excess of customers while you shop on your comupter, YET I couldn't find anything that I was truly interested in. So, I bought "Crazy Taxi" for gamecube. I should be in soon but hey ... Eventually... |
| And the Credits are Rolling |
| 12.19.03 (9:26 pm) [edit] |
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Out of all the days this year that I have wanted to be out of school, I truly think I'm gonna miss it. The day started off with me trying to find something to wear. I would have just worn my uniform, but the stocking bandit must have robbed my house as I was asleep. Anyway I wore a shirt and jeans, ya know, the usual. I was soo tried when I woke up because I just activated my phone last night. Blah Blah. Air wasn't there today, too bad. Of all the teachers, I'm gonna miss her the most. For the rest of the day I played volleybal with Sweet Pea, and hung out outside of the office. I did, by the way, listen to a fiery converation with Mary, Stanley, and Roje' today. She basically said what everyone was thinking about him being so incredibly book smart, but trying so hard to be in the NBA. VERY raunchy... I also, yesterday night, went to the Annual Nationott Christmas play, with 41833 was the director. I only went because I thought I was going to see ::breathe:: Jerry But, I didn't, nor did I see Jan. PS was there but it wasn't the same. As the first song started to play, I almost burst into tears because I am really about to leave this place. I remembered all of those plays I was in...All the teachers I've had, All the excess drama that my name was brought in. Along with the drama and useless ruteric, came laughter, love, and tears. Gee, I will miss Nationott... But after that slow song was over I felt better and continued to laugh at the preschool kids cute gestures... Stanley & ArchMin came by the house today while I went to the store and brought a gift them and Nike. Too bad it wasn't the correct house, but anyway how sweet. Special thanx :D Song of the day : Yo Mister - Patti labelle & Prince (I would have said "International Lover" by Prince but that is more of a spring song) Thought of the day: Cherish the time you have in the situations you are in. For when you leave that situation, you will miss it Quote of the day : Uhh yeah...we're in the Rockies ~ Dumb and Dumber |
| Stop the world...I want to get off |
| 12.18.03 (10:21 pm) [edit] |
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This morning, as usual, I woke up and came to school. Today was like no other day. I had spent all of last night making deviled eggs for the Christmas party. So anyways I get to school and head straight for the stairs. As I'm going up, Air says "Hey" like why didn't I say goodmorning. blah blah. About 20 minutes later we had chapel sprung on us. It was pretty good though. After chapel they started to set up for the party. It's amazing that it was still gonna happen. No one brought any meat. So when I was supposed to go to the retirement home to spread a little cheer to the elderly, I was in Air's van heading for Popeyes. As soon as I got buckled up I said "So,..." She said "So what ?" me~ "So aren't you in the Christmas spirit today, you know with the party and all?" She says "No, I can't wait 'til the break." She continues to drive. We head over to Town River and she goes to that bank machine. Then we are headed to Popeyes. We get there and the one day that I am not wearing my sweater, she says "Put your sweater on. This flu season is terrible, and I don't want you to get out of the car without anything on your arms" So I put it on. We go into Popeyes and she orders. We were talking about how stressed we both are about Nationott and how we both need a break. To calm her nerves she gets a coke, which, in fact, was like alcohol given to an alcoholic. She then says to me "Would you like a frozen treat ?" <--- lol. I respond with a "No" and we get the chicken and leave. She then says "I need to get some sodas right?" We go to Shoppers. I couldn't believe it. I don't think I have ever been to the store with one of my teachers except in K5 when me and Mrs. Hinson went to buy cider at the pumpkin patch ::tear:: But I mean Air was actually shopping. First we were there just for soda's then sodas and cookies then she wanted some donuts... It never ends. But you know how you get the carry cart in the grocery store and when it gets heavy you go in the line and buy, that is exactly what we did. lol. > We then proceeded out of the door. She said to me "It was very pleasant to have you with me today" I smile. As we were walking back to the van I say "Nike' didn't get me a gift. They forgot about me." She says " I didn't forget about you, I just wanted to see if you were going to church on Sunday so I can give you a gift." :? We're in the car, and she says "I have so much going on in my life that no one knows" she then proceeded to say "So how are things with your dad, How is your dad ?" I am completely dumbfounded and I say "He is ok" She says that is good. As long as you work on it" (AFREAKIN'MAZING) We get back to Nationott and I take the stuff in. blah blah I swear, everytime Roje' sees or hears of the "Gossiper" he turns into a complete idiot. He went from being upset about her to being upset about me not telling him anything. Well, to get the record straight, I don't tell him anything because [u][b]EVERYTHING[/b][/u] goes back to her. I have learned. When he was with Sweet Pea, he told her [u][b]EVERYTHING[/b][/u] that I would tell him. The whole Roje' situation was because of him opening his mouth. So no I will not tell him anything. But then again on a not-so-positive note, Nastchole was back today and wearing a rainbow necklace. Painge brought it to my attention and said "Hey, Katrina, is she gay?" I say "Hmmm...lets see, probably" I then asked her later on today and she declined to say. Knowing her, she is probably just trying to get attention, but if I hear the phrase "BLUSITE!" again I will scream... Song of the day "Behold the Lamb"/"Stop the World -T.Marie Thought of the day "What if you were too rich and Christmas just seemed like another day?" Quote of the day : Learn how to learn people. Carrying a conversation with someone who you think you have a good outlook on is a great way to have a change of heart. Maybe this is my calling... |
| Insanity for Today ~ Subtitle from Shock Treatment |
| 12.17.03 (7:11 pm) [edit] |
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As I stated earlier today, Air planned a trip to the aquarium. They went. Let me tell you about what happend. I got to school and was kind of hesitant because of what had happend yesterday (not for blog) anyway. We had the prayer circle and everything. Some of the girls were wearing tight jeans and Nike' decided that they should come to the center of the prayer circle. If that would have happend, "Sweet Pea" would have been in deep stew. Anyway they left and I sware to you that I thought this day was gonna stink. But behold I went to ArchMin's class and the ball got rollin' First as I went in I said "What are you doing here" she says "I was here so the seniors and I could go and give the donated clothes to the shelter" I said "Oh, so why are you still here" she says "They took our bus for that aquarium trip. My seniors weren't invited" I said "What..." she says "Yeah, Air didn't invite them" At that moment I distincly remembered Air telling me (And she said it during 'Emotions on the overlook') that she had invited the seniors and all of that stuff was a rumor. I wonder how it hot started but I smell a gossiper ("her") and her friend "Pinky" had something to do with it. That was part one. A little while later, the gossipers sister, "Nastcole", came from Tennessee to visit. She was my best customer when I had my cd business. Vawrey V bought me lunch today and we had a very hefty conversation during it and after it. 1. She said Painge was two-faced, and that she only started saying things in Vawrey's class because "TALLone" did 2. She found out about the petition but instead of thinking that it was about her, she thinks that it is about Barrel 3. Before I told her what Mr.O had said about me, she said that he should be involved in the Junior/Senior feud (or fued. I don't know how to spell it) to be a mediator. 4. She is trying to ruin Air's name. I know Air. She was my 6th grade teacher and I have had the time to learn her. 5. She has to be in denial about everything around her because she claims that she has nothing to do with the J/S fued even though she is smack dab in the middle. 6.She said that Air has a bad spirit and that if she was a true Christian then she(VV) would feel it in Air's presence. After my conversation with her, I went back to the office (which was where I was the entire day) and started to write the "TallOnes' mother's article. As I was minding my own business, ArchMin comes to the window and waves. She then says "Are you ok?" I say "Yeah" then she leaves. I go back to work and Mrs.C says "Katrina, I have to tell you, her motive wasn't right" I say "What are you talking about?" she says " I got a bad vibe from what she just said to you, but then again, I always get a bad vibe from her." I tell her to go on and I say "Well, have you ever felt anything like that about VV or Air ?" She says "Yes, all the time about VV, with her 'Baby' this and her 'I love you' that" she continued "With Air, I never felt that way" I said "How amazing, (it sounded sarcastic) what did you feel with me?" She then said "Well, Your direct" Me~ "Direct?" Her~ "Yes, Direct. If you wanna gossip you do it" She then told me a joke Jan and PS had said. She over heard it but it went like this: Jan : Hey Vawrey V got the word Minister put in front of her name PS : oh really Jan: Yeah, "Hey look I'm a prophetest! hahahahah PS : HAHAHAHAHa... I swear. At that moment I could have smacked Ms.C. WTH was she talking about ? Just that morning she was pissed off at me because she had given me her password. I needed to open one of her emails to open an article and I got it. She said "I DID NOT GIVE YOU MY PASSWORD !!! :twisted: I said "Yes, you did. You did right before Action gave me a computer" she continued to get loud and I just said "This is not worth arguing about. Fine your right" I am so sick of arguing. She gave me her password and by the way it is [i][u][b]GAIL[/b][/u][/i] lol... Later on around the end of the day, They came back from the trip. As soon as I saw Air come in the building I said "Hey, how was the trip" she seemed so happy to see me. I went to go talk to her after everyone had went to the gym and I informed her of a few of the 6 points of Vawrey V. She chuckled when I told her what Ms.C did after Arch left. lol As I was leaving, Mr.O said "Katrina, can I see you for just one minute ?" I said "I have to go my mother is in the car waiting" he said "Does she have a cell phone number?" I gave it to him and the Hightower gave me a "Dang, I wanna know" look. Sluts Ok that was the main portion of my day. Dealing with loons. Thought of the day: Be confident in yourself at all costs. |
| Sick of it |
| 12.17.03 (7:49 am) [edit] |
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This week has been chop full'o crap. I am sooo sick of school and I can't wait until Christmas break. Gee, I wish that... nevermind Yesterday I got to speak with Jan while me and Vawrey V were at the church. They were talking about something and I said "Hey, I am A student" and then Jan pointed at me and said "And there is nothing wrong with going to counselling. Counselling doesn't show that you are weak but it shows that you are strong!" Out of nowhere...well, what can you say? Air is pissed that I will not be attending her trip today. She says that I kicked her to the curb and I like Vawrey V more than her. That comment deserved a smack. I am so sick of how these people think they can treat me because I am a nice person. I am tired and I am about to let loose. I have better things to do than sit around and be a doormat. SCREW EVERYONE ! I'm good. I'm ready. I'm about to fight. Song of the day : Kelis - I hate you so much right now :twisted: |
| You can touch the moonlight |
| 12.13.03 (12:51 am) [edit] |
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Hey everyone, It's midnight and I actually woke up so you guys could read what has been on my mind since yesterday. First, "Air" wasn't feeling well today. I could have sworn she was still upset about the entire ordeal until my suspicions were completely confirmed. After school, Stanley and I proceeded to her classroom and as she was sitting there, tired from her groggy feeling, I mentioned to her what Vawrey V said to me pertaining her field trip while I was doing my test: I don't know WHY you not goin' on my field trip! I been recommending you for all'o'these scholarships and everythang... I'm very disappointed in you... (whisper) Now, the answer to this question is chemical... Crazy ain't it ?... Anyway, Air said "What ? Is she supposed to stop sending you recommendations 'cause you won't go on her field trip?!" then all of a sudden she stopped herself and said "Oops, I shouldn't have said that." I tell ya if Stanley wasn't in there, she would have told me why. Gee, tagalongs... I was working in the office for most of the day with Mrs. Coney. Found out that 41833 is a notorious LIAR. Ya know, deep down I was beginning not to like her, FINALLY, I have a reason. Jan and PS had their annual Christmas party today, well, yesterday. I wonder how many of those teachers showed up...So many claimed to have prior engagements. Quote of the day: Life is too short for lies... Song of the day : I don't quite remember what was stuck in my head but at the momment it's 'Midnight Magnet' Others that it might be.. Changes - Kelly and Ozzy Osbourne The Voice Within - Christina Aguilera Yeah... it was the CA song... Song of the day : |
| I am a wanted sex goddess |
| 12.11.03 (10:01 pm) [edit] |
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| Emotions on the Overlook |
| 12.11.03 (6:34 pm) [edit] |
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So many things happend today that it is utterly ridiculous. Around 8:25 after the teachers were done with their morning fellowship, ArchMin came out and said to me, "You're coming right?" I say "Where?" she says "To the financial aid seminar. You know that people from the board of education are going to be there?" I say, "No, I'm not going" she says "Well, I put your name down for opening prayer." I'm like why would you put me down if you didn't even know if I would be attending or not. Blah Blah... Lets start off with first period, which is Blible class. As a said earlier this morning, I had a serious verse quiz today (Eph 5:21-28) and I didn't study. Anyway we had a half an hour to study. I think I made an A. Anyways skipping to 4th period Stanley and I decided to finally talk to "Air" about the rumors going around about her (the fued between her and ArchMin. Supposedly through unreliable sorces, Air is trying to take over Archmin's senior advisor position. Therefore, since Air is the Junior homeroom teacher, there is a fued between the juniors and seniors. This whole rumor has been milked by Vawrey V and is still in effect because of ArchMin's comments during class.) . We went up to her and said "We need to talk." She says "Ok, just let me warm up my coffee" 20 minutes later we finally talk and boy was it a talk or what. As soon as she had come back from getting her coffee warmed she said "Ok, I'm ready..let's go" then she asked us if we would like to go upstairs and talk on the overlook. We did. As soon as we sat down I said "What's going on with you and ArchMin ?" then all of a sudden she knows [i]EXACTLY[/i] what I'm talking about. Then she says, "I don't quite know" Then I proceeded to explain what I had been hearing for the past few months. We also explained to her the "Junior/Senior fued" (which had alot to do with the teachers rivalry) She didn't know half of what was going on. She then said "Well, I need to talk to Mr.O (high school supervisor) about this." I said "No, don't. He is a huge gossiper" She then said "Maybe I could talk to Jan about this along with ArchMin." I said "You know you and AM need to talk without anyone up here" I could tell that she was [i]immensely [/i]upset. I felt so bad. I could see it in her face. I think more than anything she was hurt about how she was in the dark about this entire situation. I hurts me to see her hurt. Anyway, we ended our short meeting on a very uncomfortable note. At lunch I had another representative meeting...HOW BORING ! After lunch before Spanish class I went back to Air's class to get my bookbag. She had just gotten back from KFC and unlocked her door for me to get the bag. She said "I wish you wouldn't have told me that. Now I am upset" A surge of anxiety came over me as I listened to her say that. I got my bag and went to Spanish class. I hurried to finish my work and then went back to her class. I sat down and we talked or I listened to her pour her heart out. She really was deeply hurt. As she was talking I saw her eyes well up with tears. All I remeber saying was "God, please don't let her start crying" but she released what was on her heart. She then thanked me for listening. As I was leaving she said she ran into Jan and PS at Popeyes... I talked to my mom about this situation and she said that she thinks I was right in telling Air. That meant so much to me because [b]EVERY[/b] time I say something, no matter what it is, it gets twisted around. but hey... Song of the day : Alibi - Teena Marie Quote of the Day :Even as there are angels in diguise so there are demons as well... |
| Repeat that |
| 12.11.03 (7:48 am) [edit] |
| I don't even know why I'm writing on the blog right now. I have a test at 8:30 and right now its 7:48. Alright, I'm gonna stop typing...no really I am...They won't stop! :? |
| Tear- Jerker & Inquiring Thoughts |
| 12.10.03 (6:36 pm) [edit] |
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Today was one of those very serene/homely/tiring days. This morning in Bible Class "Air" and I were talking and she said to me "What do you like to do?" That's the first time someone has ever asked such an intriguing question. She did ask it pretty loud and a couple of people turned around including Stanley. So, because of being caught off guard, I said "I enjoy reading" she said "You enjoy good books?" I said "Yes" But ya know there are so many different sides to me that I show to different people that only one person in my life will experience the entire me. I do enjoy reading but I LOVE music. I love listening to stories that Liz makes up. I could spend days on the internet and I love classice movies. Some people say I am a very funny person. I love to write, thats one of the reasons I joined this blog. I am also one who drifts into reverie. I could daydream from sun up to sundown, but so many people think that all I do is study and stare at walls. I love so many things and I would love to be my friend. She then asked me to write them down. I don't know if she wanted me to gove her the paper, but I might as well. It's about time I show a little more of myself to someone, well actually one of the only people which I consider trustworthy. Afterwards around 3rd period (English class, which is also taught by "Air") She said to me "I love you so much." That also caught me off guard but I did respond with a thankyou and told her that it was very sweet of her to say something so sweet to me. I just wish I would have said it back. 4th period, since Mrs.H was out sick, I helped Mrs. Coney with some office work. Yeah, yeah...I work there already but I'm usually on the computer. Anyways, I don't know how it came up in conversation, but we got on the topic of movies and favorite actors and actresses. I then asked her who her favorite actress was and she said she doesn't have one. She then asked me and I said "Well, I have two. They are both women because I do not support men." She then asked who they were and I said "Betsy Brantley, she was the mother on this show called 'Second Noah' " Then I said my other favorite actress was a woman named "Darlene Cates" you may remember her as the mother from "What's Eating Gilbert Grape." Mrs. Coney then said "I hated that movie. What was it about?" So I told her and tried my hardest to hold back the tears. :oops: I know your probably wondering "Why does she have her as a favorite actress?" Well, as soon as I saw that WEGG was coming on ABC Family I wanted to see it because I had a distinct memory of her from probably a trailer or maybe a commercial for the movie. Before the movie was to come on TV I loked up some information on her and read her story. It completely touched my heart. Her life is a complete tear jerker. She seemed like such a sweet person and I just had to know her more. So I emailed her. Right after I saw the movie I opened up AOL and she had emailed me back such a wonderful letter. She is truly a sweet lady. She has alot to do with my SA fixation. Whoa did I get off subject ! ::still fighting back the tears:: Anyway...I went to bible study and saw Jan. I said "Hey [her last name]" She said "Hey" and the she said "Come here" I said "yeah" and she said "So, how is the counselling going?" and I said "Pretty good. I might be going for another 8 sessions." Then she said "Well, that's good" I told Stanley this and he said {In Jans voice} "Are you still crazy?!" That was funny. The ice-climbers weren't there today. Oh well... too bad. heh heh Song(s) of the day: Teena Marie- My Dear Mr. Gaye Alicia Keys- U Don't Know My Name Celine Dion - Call the Man Hanson - Underneath (Gee what a list!) Thought of the day : Take interest in someone you never know what you might find out. |
| Goodmorning America |
| 12.10.03 (6:56 am) [edit] |
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I hope that today won't be so hectic for me. Wednesdays always are. We have Bible study today I hope. The weather has been pretty violet. Cya Katrina |
| In Everything... |
| 12.09.03 (6:52 pm) [edit] |
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This morning as I turned on the shower I realized that the water pressure was very low. I still managed to take a shower, but it was like having someon pour a glass of water on you very slowly. I came in the house and proceeded to wash my hands. I get the soap and everything ready but there is no water. Thank God that there was still some snow outside. God, please help me to learn how to keep my mouth shut...Please Lord. Ya know,there is a lesson to be learned from this situation. Everyday necessities are things that we take for granted but sometimes we just have to give thanks to God for supplying us with things that we don't realize how much we depend on. I think one of my main problems is a lack of thanksgiving. Many of us think that because we pray each day and think that we are truly grateful for things and situations we have to remember that not only for everything do we give thanks but [u][i]"IN"[/i][/u] everything we have to give thanks. Bad times make us stronger and good times let us remeber what is in store in the future. Please everyone remember to count your blessings and be thankful for the things, situations, people, and everyday occurances that happen in life. Song of the evening - R.Kelly - Step in the name of love |
| Do I Care ? |
| 12.09.03 (7:56 am) [edit] |
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I'm in a rush this morning and very pissed because I just typed a blog and clicked something therefore it disappeared ! I'm banging on the keys so hard I hope they don't get stuck !@$@#%!!$# Ok, So much stuff has been going on. Yesterday I was stuck in a class officers meeting for an hour and I thought that I was about to go crazy from boredom! The "Gossiper" called me last night and said that she thinks her reputation is gonna be ruined because her and Roje were caught in a preschool classroom. She claims that she didn't do anything but I don't know what to believe. I don't know why she would call me to tell me something that I could care less about. Ya Know ?... WHY ARE YOU TELLING ME THIS! But anyway she did... ugh... Song of the Day " U don't know my name - Alicia Keys Thought of the day I cant wait until Christmas break Quote of the day "I need to go make my luch before I have to go... |
| Marriage: The Ultimate Union |
| 12.05.03 (9:20 pm) [edit] |
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I can't wait to get married. I think that the love that I will have for my husband will overwelm me. I was talking to Liz, my best friend, and the conversation was about what we would want our honeymoons to be like. I can't wait to be a wife. I can't wait to have that [i]Ultimate[/i] relationship. I can feel him [i]caress[/i] me. I can feel his love overwelm me when he [i]embraces[/i] me. I can't wait. I am so happy that I have saved myself for him and I will continue to save myself for him :D He is mine and I am his. He's my [i]husband[/i]...he's my [i]love[/i]. Oh only if I could see his face just for a moment in time, I would feel as if time stood still just for a glance. The warmth of his body will become a safety net and his manly aroma will become a scent of memory. I love him. I know he loves me and that he is saving himself for me. I'm waiting... Song of the moment: You are my shining star - The Manhattans Thought of the moment: PLease save yourself for that special person |
| HO Joans |
| 12.05.03 (5:18 pm) [edit] |
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[image]TrinaBinaBear_6237 31143.jpg[/image] This is him with Winston Churchill's granddaughter at the WW2 conference. |
| The Golden Girls |
| 12.05.03 (5:13 pm) [edit] |
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Stanley "Zbornak" aka "HO Joans" has been getting on my ever loving nerves! You may know him better as "lickedysplit" one of my closets friends outside of the blog... What type of Golden Girl is he and the rest of my people? Stanley - One of Blanch's Men Roje' - Blanch Deveraux (the slut) ArchMin/and the mother - Dorothy and Sophia Vawrey V - Stanley Zbornak (Always shows up at the wrong time) Painge - Rose (what an idiot) Yes I do believe that this is all correct and proper. :D |
| A Day |
| 12.05.03 (2:03 pm) [edit] |
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I didn't go to school today because of the snow :) I mean school was open I just chose not to attend. Anyway, a lot has been going on. Vawrey V has been in hot water since this slut "Painge" started a petition against her teaching. I heard that many people were about to sign it but hey, I wouldn't. That's someones job and "Painge" will sooner or later (most likely sooner) get her just deserts. ArchMin has still been angry lately. Any little thing will tick her off. She really hates my class... I'm going to be in her Christmas play too. heh... Song(s) of the day : Out on a Limb - Teena Marie Unwell - Matchbox 20 Counting Crows - Mr. Jones and Me Thought of the day: Itching is a terrible feeling |