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| Visa Wish List |
| 01.31.04 (9:37 pm) [edit] |
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It's sad how I have so much time on my hands and I'm sitting here thinking about this. I guess if you fail to plan you plan to fail. 1. Indecent Proposal 2. Ministry Tape (DC) 3. Destination Anywhere 4. Bridges of Madison County (pending) 5. Wave Race Blue Storm 6. Micheal McDonald's Cd 7. Winner in You - Patti Labelle (pending) 8. If these Walls Could Talk 9. The Blue Lagoon 10. Disclosure (pending) 11. A day at the spa [electrolysis] 12. A 2nd Gamecube Controller 13. Hanson's 3rd LP (AAAHHH!) 14. Napster 15. A new Remote 16. Girl Interupted Song of the Day: Something Special- P. Labelle, Distant Lover- M.McDonald, All by Myself- Celine Dion, |
| 10 Ways PMS SUCKS. |
| 01.31.04 (4:33 pm) [edit] |
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1. I'm bleeding and no one will take me to the hopital 2. I feel like someone kicked me in the lower back 3. I feel like someone punched me in the stomach 4. My legs are so unstable that with one swift kick to the knee I'll be out for the count 5. I sleep like a cat 6. No matter how many times I crack my knuckles, they're still stiff 7. I gained 2 pounds already 8. Is the room really spinning or is it just me? 9. What happened to the Nestle Quik???!!! 10. This is the type of torture I have to go through to produce offspring? |
| TGIF/Updates |
| 01.30.04 (7:06 am) [edit] |
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It's Friday and I'm dancing on the ceiling...yeah dancing... For some strange reason I feel so nervous this morning. Maybe it is because of last weeks Friday events, or even because I'd still prefer to be in gym class. I just wish that the day was already over and Mr. Saturday and I can have a nice snuggle in bed. Did you know that they are adding a spontaneous writing section to the SAT's? I know that I won't have a problem with it because I write for fun (blog) but you know it seems kind of fishy, I'll leave it at that. Last night I had probably the weirdest dream of the week. First Action J was in the science class with me. She came in saying "Merry Christmas" and I was thinking, "Christmas was over about a month ago." then she said, "Katrina, your grandmother (referring to Mrs. Connelly) bought you a Jerry cd" (referring to Hanson) The one good thing about that was that Hanson's 3rd LP was out. Anywho...later on in the dream all I had to cover my body with was a towel. I was in the gym and there were all of these guys standing around, playing basketball...as usual, and I had to run across the gym in the towel. Sapp was in the gym and he said "I want to see you naked." I said "NO! never!" then he said "When you least expect it I will and then you will know how much I love you." So I desperately tried to find some clothes. I did. It was a very tight tie-dyed t-shirt and some loose pants. I was trying to change at the top of the steps on the right and then as I was putting my shirt on Sapp sees my (gee, whats the best way to say this) breasts, and then proceeds to run to the top of the steps to spread the word. All of a sudden Painge sees me sitting there with a sad look on my face and she says "You shouldn't let these boys see who you really are because you will regret it" The Iceclimbers had a cameo appearance but that was about it. No I can breathe. [i]Junior/Senoir Fued[/i] The "Gosspier" has started yet more drama between me and Roje'. Painge and her were in a huge argument yesterday after lunch, and even her own classmates (the ones she considers friends) are TURNING, as Joy Behar would say. Air and ArchMin have finally reconciled. Last friday during chapel, they both started speaking in tongues and praying together they then went to a classroom to continue their fellowship. Vawrey V would have had a heart attack if she was there. Shanny has been really mean to Sidney lately b/c of the whole j/s fued. He is really getting out of line. We got our report cards and I got exactley what I predicted. (5 A's 2B's) Mrs. C insisted that I was really slipping...I swear... Song of the Day - Arthurs Theme -Christopher Cross Thought of the Day - Who is the best Democratic Presidential Candidate? Quote of the Day - If you get caught Between the moon and New York City, the best that you can do is fall in love. |
| Nintendo vs. Playstation |
| 01.29.04 (6:53 pm) [edit] |
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We had to do an essay for English class. The topic choices were just plain boring. So I found a loop-hole. One of the topics was "Modern Propaganda" so piggy-backing off of that I wrote "Why Nintendo is better than Playstation." I know many of you out there think that I'm crazy for even entertaining the idea, but thats my opinion ::even though I'm right: (cough)(cough) so anyways scroll down to the essay... BTW there are many grammatical mistakes (punctuation) but don't mind that. Tell me what you think Why Nintendo is better that Playstation By: Katrina Garnier For the last 20 years old and young alike can remember the beginning days of the Nintendo King, Super Mario with his sidekick and brother Luigi. The two video game giants represented courage, plumbing, and contained a Super Hero status all while living it up in the Mushroom Kingdom. As the years went on the two characters have been animated in three dimensions, given realistic roles, and have become household names. With a history like that one would think that nothing could stop the popularity of the Super Mario Bros. Series, yet Nintendo’s main competitor “The Sony Playstation” has tried its best to devalue the classic gaming console. The Nintendo Company began in 1889. It is best remembered for its 1980’s arcade machines featuring the memorable character Donkey Kong. Nintendo was on the top of animated entertainment during the 1980’s. Later as video games began to become more popular many industries started to challenge The Nintendo Company by introducing their own home video consoles. The Nintendo systems continue to dominate the playstation in speed, graphics, games, accessibility and cost. Game loading times in the Nintendo consoles are much faster than its playstaion counterpart. The vibrant color of the Nintendo Game cube far surpasses the choppy crayon type hue of the Playstation. In Nintendo games the graphics are smoother, more liquid and so clear that a comparison with the human hand probable. While a playsation game disc can easily be damaged, Nintendo games continue to be kid-friendly in plot and durability. Last and definitely not least is that the Nintendo controllers were created for the human hand to reach each button with ease. The Playstation Controller continues to be uncomfortable and a difficult feat in video game beginners. Therefore the Nintendo Entertainment Systems are better than the Playstation gaming revolution. True Gamers know that quality, cost and fun makes the Nintendo what it is today- The Excellence in Gaming Consoles. ~~~I hope Air gives me an A. I worked terribly hard on this and I could have extended to 5 pages but hey she wanted written on wide-ruled paper and only a page and a half! The full version was better in my opinion... but hey Whatever... Song of the Day : I'm not in love- the pretenders Thought of the day: I have to get a perfect score on the SAT's! Shout out of the day : Happy Birthday Oprah! Quote of the day: People are either in your lives for a reason or a season |
| Starting Over |
| 01.28.04 (11:01 am) [edit] |
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For the last couple of days I've been really feeling different. I'm getting tired of doing the same old thing with the same old people and not enjoying the teenage life that I'm in. I'm so tired of the gossip and the rumors and all of these "Flaky" people who say they are friends but aren't. It's time for me to start over I mean this time I really want to become a new Katrina with a new life. Should I go out of state to college? I was talking with Liz and she said that she wants to go to Arizona, Texas, or Oklahoma. I'm like "Why?" but now I see why. She needs a new life with new scenery. I just hope and pray that I will not put any man above what I need to do. I need to be me and if someone can't accept me for who I am then Screw them... Life is too short to be pleasing people who just don't give a care about you. Ugh...If I have to be single for the rest of my life to be happy then that could be an option that I would have to consider. I know that there is no greater feeling than love, but there is also no greater heartache than love. I am trying everything in my power to avoid that heartache. But you know whatever happens happens and no I will not change who I am for anyone. Whew...now I feel better...I am my own favorite self |
| I Can't Come Up With a Title |
| 01.20.04 (6:33 pm) [edit] |
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Sometimes I can't help but thinking how easy it would be to drop out of school. If I had a choice I think that I would drop out and get married. But I always see people who have and then I remember how that wouldn't be the best route for me to take. I found out today that I got a B in Spanish and Geometry. Hey that's great because I don't really do as well as I should in those classes. I think I got an A in everything else but hey, we'll see on Thursday. Friday I'm off :D Thank GOD ! School is the most stressful part of my life. I think that (and I'm probably completely wrong) I would do better in a job setting, ya know, the [i]"Real World"[/i] [i]My 4th Period Disaster[/i] Sammy put me in SAT prep, but I got my mom to write a letter saying that she'd prefer me to take gym class. Gee, the SAT is nothing but a test. I don't think an entire course should be dedicated to it. If I take P.E. I would still have somewhat of a free period and get a credit that will actually count :wink: Song of the Day: Big Star- Feel Thought of the Day : I'm incredibly short compared to the people in my class [5'3] Quote of the Day: I feel like I'm dying, never gonna live again, you just ain't been tryin', getting very near the end... |
| Nicknames |
| 01.15.04 (9:06 pm) [edit] |
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I need to start going by a nickname. I mean I have a great name to have nicknames. Here are some that I've come up with Trina Kat <--- ugh>Kate Jessie <--- always liked this name>Jo <---- this one too> I mean wouldn't it be cool to have "Trina" as a nickname? I'm gonna start signing my papers like that... This just reminds me of that phase I went through in 5th grade where I wanted to call myself "Jessie". I remember that there was one person that truly cooperated with me ** But ya know, J names are so cool and I don't have a J. bummer. I allowes TallOne's mother to borrow "Gilbert Grape" ::still breathing:: That took everything out of me. I mean of all the films to borrow? Lets just say it this way, I think that she will take care of it, and if she doesn't there is always the option of buying another one. This is weird for me because I'm not an only child and I still don't like to share... Song of the Day: Have you ever been in love - Celine Dion Thought of the Day: I eventually need to delete these songs... Quote of the Day: Help me |
| Midterms |
| 01.14.04 (6:19 pm) [edit] |
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Another day another test. We have all our hard midterms tomarrow (Spanish, geometry, bible) I'm glad I was born in the USA because Spanish is not my "thing" and math with words is like "Rice and potatoes" they just don't mix. I just woke up and realized it was 6'0 clock...heh Oh yeah, I did my science project presentation, and VV thought is was excellent :wink: Told ya Air and I had a hot chat about Sydney, who BTW, fell up the steps yesterday...lol poor thing, my friend Song of the Day: You belong to me - Carly Simon Thought of the Day : Gee, my nail broke Quote of the Day: It's cheaper to keep her |
| Does it ever end? |
| 01.13.04 (5:45 pm) [edit] |
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We had our Bible verse test today and also our Scarlet Letter test. How Fun! It was too easy...but anyways, last night I got to see this movie called "Now and Then." After seeing the trailer, I thought it was going to be better than how it was. Eh...I guess it was ok. I'm still looking forward to "Movie Night" on the 18th. Yay! [i]Hot Happenings Today[/i] I had a chat with Vawrey V today during (you guessed it) 4th period. As I was putting the teachers mail into their boxes, she was sitting there and asking me questions about why TallOne and Painge act the way they do. She still thinks that the petition that was circulating was for "Philly." Anyways, as we were talking Air peeps in and then comes in the lounge like she knew we were talkin' about her. As soon as she came in I lit up. I don't know what it is about her and me. We have somewhat of a "Love/Hate relationship" While I was going to 5th period, I ran into Air again and had a nice chat with her about the class money, in which, will be put into an account tomarrow...I've been meaning to do it. You know I'm happy I had that chat with VV because I didn't have to present my project today...Whew... [i]In the Hottest of the Hot[/i] The Blue One might officially be expelled (This info was given by VV so I'm not sure how credible it is) But anyways, He "Supposedly" had come up to Nationott to make an appeal. Yet, In order to have an appeal, the case might have already been settled. I was talking to the Pink One today and she said, "Katrina, do you really think it was his?" I said "Pink One, yes. Because there is no possible way that he couldn't see a knife that is right by his foot." Come"freakin"on. She is in complete denial and said to me "I don't want to be stuck here with that" I said "What?" she the proceded to point at Roje'. They used to date and he started to like Tallone or something yet that was centuries ago...Hey... Also Sydney got jumped by the seniors because she erased their "2004 'We R One'" logo and put "2005 'Teamwork'" Song of the Day "You belong to me - Carly Simon Thought of the Day - I can't wait until the 18th Quote of the Day : Wouldn't it be great if stupidity was painful? |
| The End is Only the Beginning |
| 01.12.04 (6:06 pm) [edit] |
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This week is going to be the ending of many things and also the beginning of many things. I have to make the decision to either (1. take gym class or SAT prep (2. Continue to work on the newspaper. Today was also the last day of therepy. I'm not crazy anymore :) It was something that I will never forget 8) Anyways, last night I going through somethings, actually, the previous post was what I was going through online. Anyways, I prayed on some things and felt a sense of relief afterwards. This morning, I had this gospel song in my head, and it was so wonderful because I hadn't heard this song in a long time. I had no clue who sang it or anything, but it was in fact very nice to wake up with a joyful song in your head. Today in Bible was the usual, just as sexual as ever. Skip Skip...English...Skip Skip... Fourth period was fun accept I had to make some copies for "Stonewall" and I had to find a current event to do for 5th period...the perks, oh yes, the perks. At lunch, I was back in the office again and PS and Jan walked in. It was so nice to see them. Jan was like "Hey, Girly Girl!" and proceded to hug me. It just makes me think, "Hey, I'm gonna be leaving this place, eventually." It actually makes me tearful just because I will miss those 2. Earlier today (at the end of 3rd period) Painge was telling Air about what Vawrey V said about her not being able to nominate students for the National Youth Forum on Medicine b/c Sir is in the English department (BTW I got nominated) but as soon as Painge told her that I was like, well, I put my index finger over my mouth because as Air knows, people wait for her to say something so excess drama can get started. All around today was a good day :) Song of the day - Hezekiah Walker - I Need You to Survive Quote of the Day : Everything Changes~ Taylor Hanson |
| This Touched My Heart |
| 01.11.04 (7:21 pm) [edit] |
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Please share this with EVERYONE you know. Let them pass it on... My Child… You may not know me, but I know everything about you …Psalm 139:1 I know when you sit down and when you rise up …Psalm 139:2 I am familiar with all your ways …Psalm 139:3 Even the very hairs on your head are numbered …Matthew 10:29-31 For you were made in my image …Genesis 1:27 In me you live and move and have your being …Acts 17:28 For you are my offspring …Acts 17:28 I knew you even before you were conceived …Jeremiah 1:4-5 I chose you when I planned creation …Ephesians 1:11-12 You were not a mistake, for all your days are written in my book …Psalm 139:15-16 I determined the exact time of your birth and where you would live …Acts 17:26 You are fearfully and wonderfully made …Psalm 139:14 I knit you together in your mother's womb …Psalm 139:13 And brought you forth on the day you were born …Psalm 71:6 I have been misrepresented by those who don't know me …John 8:41-44 I am not distant and angry, but am the complete expression of love …1 John 4:16 And it is my desire to lavish my love on you …1 John 3:1 Simply because you are my child and I am your father …1 John 3:1 I offer you more than your earthly father ever could …Matthew 7:11 For I am the perfect father …Matthew 5:48 Every good gift that you receive comes from my hand …James 1:17 For I am your provider and I meet all your needs …Matthew 6:31-33 My plan for your future has always been filled with hope …Jeremiah 29:11 Because I love you with an everlasting love …Jeremiah 31:3 My thoughts toward you are countless as the sand on the seashore ...Psalms 139:17-18 And I rejoice over you with singing …Zephaniah 3:17 I will never stop doing good to you …Jeremiah 32:40 For you are my treasured possession …Exodus 19:5 I desire to establish you with all my heart and all my soul …Jeremiah 32:41 And I want to show you great and marvelous things …Jeremiah 33:3 If you seek me with all your heart, you will find me …Deuteronomy 4:29 Delight in me and I will give you the desires of your heart …Psalm 37:4 For it is I who gave you those desires …Philippians 2:13 I am able to do more for you than you could possibly imagine …Ephesians 3:20 For I am your greatest encourager …2 Thessalonians 2:16-17 I am also the Father who comforts you in all your troubles …2 Corinthians 1:3-4 When you are brokenhearted, I am close to you …Psalm 34:18 As a shepherd carries a lamb, I have carried you close to my heart …Isaiah 40:11 One day I will wipe away every tear from your eyes …Revelation 21:3-4 And I'll take away all the pain you have suffered on this earth …Revelation 21:3-4 I am your Father, and I love you even as I love my son, Jesus …John 17:23 For in Jesus, my love for you is revealed …John 17:26 He is the exact representation of my being …Hebrews 1:3 He came to demonstrate that I am for you, not against you …Romans 8:31 And to tell you that I am not counting your sins …2 Corinthians 5:18-19 Jesus died so that you and I could be reconciled …2 Corinthians 5:18-19 His death was the ultimate expression of my love for you …1 John 4:10 I gave up everything I loved that I might gain your love …Romans 8:31-32 If you receive the gift of my son Jesus, you receive me …1 John 2:23 And nothing will ever separate you from my love again …Romans 8:38-39 Come home and I'll throw the biggest party heaven has ever seen …Luke 15:7 I have always been Father, and will always be Father …Ephesians 3:14-15 My question is…Will you be my child? …John 1:12-13 I am waiting for you …Luke 15:11-32 Love, Your Dad. Almighty God PERMISSION TO COPY: Please feel free to copy this text and share it with your friends as long as you do so free of charge and include the following copyright information... "Used by permission Father Heart Communications Copyright 1999 www.FathersLoveLetter.com" |
| When the Past Comes Back to Haunt You |
| 01.11.04 (6:34 pm) [edit] |
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Well, I have school tomarrow. Too bad...Oh yeah I finished my science project :wink: [i]On Past Situations[/i] I also just finished reading some celebrity gossip columns and its so sad how a wonderful musician, actor, or entertainer can have their terrible past come back to haunt them. Ya know, if I were to ever become famous (which I will...eventually) then I would be ready b/c I don't have anything on me that makes me look bad. I do, on the other hand, have mental problems (too many films, music, etc...) but I don't think that will ever make the front page of the [i]Enquierer[/i]. Song of the Day : Im Not in Love - The Pretenders Thought of the Day: Keep a good reputation. It's all ya got Quote of the Day: "If you love somthing let it go. If it comes back to you, it was yours from the begining, If it doesn't, it was never yours to begin with" |
| 6:05 p.m. Saturday, January 10, 2004 |
| 01.10.04 (6:05 pm) [edit] |
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I've been a movie watching freak for days now. I don't know if it's just the weather or am I seriously becoming a psychopath? I mean c'mon I can watch movies. I don't have a significant other so I can do what I want to fill that space. I am officially employed with my mother as my boss. I'm basically just doing some jobs around the house ,but hey I get paid for it. Gee, I sound more and more pathetic every day. I just got my poster board for my science project on "The Process of Ketosis" I guess I could make some junk up and paste it too the board, because you can best believe that I didn't do anything on this project. At the time I picked it, I said to myself "Katrina, you're gonna do this one" but I lied. Sad. If I get an A, which I will, I'll post the project online. Song of the Day: Fix it -Teena Marie Don't Get me Wrong - The Pretenders Thought of the Day: Can you get cable in a college dorm? Quote of the Day: Fake it 'til you make it. |
| Still...Always |
| 01.09.04 (6:04 pm) [edit] |
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I was going through some audio tapes that I had made back in 1997 with my talkgirl, and there was this one particular tape that had my mom talking about how people are onions. It just made me remember that there was one point in the past that we could all sit in a room and enjoy each others company. I also realized how much I have changed. I used to sound like such a, how do I put this?..."An Upscale Bratty Child." Not only have I changed but so has my sister. She was laughing in the backround of the tape and sounded like such an adorable child, yet I don't seem to remember her that way :) I also rented 'Indecent Proposal' yesterday night. Wow. It wasn't what the reviews said. It was a good story, and not as sexual as they would make you think. Song(s) of the Day : No Ordinary Love - Sade Out of the Window - Seal Question of the Day: Would you let your wife or husband (if you were flat broke) have one night with a billionaire for a million dollars? Quote of the Day: Isn't the end truly just the beginning? |
| This is BLISS! |
| 01.07.04 (6:47 pm) [edit] |
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Air just called my house and said that school was cancelled tomarrow and Friday because the heat has went out :D I couldn't believe it. Actually, I was kind of skeptical because it seemed like a collasal joke. I mean how many times a year do you get a phone call from your favorite teacher? This is kind of funny because as I was leaving school Mrs.C said "Bye Katrina, I'll see you tomarrow, probably, we never know" I said "What do you mean?" She implied that we werent coming to school without great justification. There was not a cloud in the sky. Maybe Mrs.C did something to the heating system? lol. And looky here, we are officially out of school, again... Thank you Lord! Anyways, as my theme for the week is "God is my boss" I was just asked to watch Jerry's cousin, Symone, tomarrow. As soon as my mother asked me I thought "WHAT!" but hey, God is my boss. This is just the most perfect timing. I mean tomarrow we were supposed to have a gigantic bible verse quiz, we had just received all of the study information we need for the midterms, and I was already just plain tired of school anyway. Now, I can breathe. My mom said that we could go to Blockbusters tomarrow since I will be watching Symone. Hey I can't wait to see what to get! YES!!!!! WE ARE OUT! The Blue Iceclimber got caught with a pocket knife today in "Air's" class. ArchMin and SKing almost got into a fight today after school. Vawrey V found out that Air nominated TALLone and Painge for the National Youth's Forum on Medicine, which (supposedly) only the science instructor can nominate students for. The new/non resident lesbian was really getting to me today, I also found out that she admitted she was gay to this guy who was trying to hook up with her. BTW I found out that the Pink iceclimber/Jazzy, likes Demi Moore movies. Very Raunchy... Song of the Day: Hootie and the Blowfish - Goodbye Girl Thought of the day: Thank You Jesus! Quote of the Day: (me to Mrs.Howell) I'm not used to these 5 day weeks. I could really go for a 4 day one.... {4th period office time} |
| Going in Circles |
| 01.06.04 (7:21 pm) [edit] |
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School was alright today. Bible class was like "AAAAHHHH!" We were discussing marriage, divorce, sex. What a class. Everytime I enjoy that class it seems like it ends so quickly. Anyways, I found out that the newly supposed "Resident Lesbian" may not even be a lesbian at all. Hey who knows? I sit next to her in Bible and English. To be quite frank, I can't stand her. Ugh...she seems like she thinks she's running everything. She also thinks that she is sooo cute?! Come"freakin"on. I would only say this online, I could never express my feelings in real life. Gee, ugh... That really sounded harsh from me. :? . Ok, Gee, being in school has made my blogs begin to sound terrible...I'm ready for the weekend. I am now typing the itenerary for the senior class! Yes, yes, I know God is my boss, but what the heck is the Senior class president doing? I type my stuff for my class why can't he type the same crap for his class? Why did they vote for him? I had lunch once again with ArchMin. Air didn't know. Hey earlier today as I went into the highschool office, I said someting (can't quite remember) and Air hit me on the arm. Then she later kissed it to make it feel better :roll: Song of the Day: I dont know - Celine Dion Thought of the Day: Is it only 7:00 ? Wow times flys! |
| Like a Mood Ring |
| 01.05.04 (9:02 pm) [edit] |
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I am so happy right now!!!!!! Ok, well as you can see to the side of this page, I visit imdb alot. I was just looking through some Demi Moore movies right...(amazing, I think she is a wonderful actress) and I see so many genre's and synopsis' that I would completely enjoy. I then go to tv-now.com and most of them are about to come on tv. How wonderful. I mean today was full of so many nasty attitudes and such crap that this has just brightened my day :D YET most of the films come on around the 18th...still I'm very happy. Oh yeah I forgot to mention this earlier today. We have a new "resident lesbian" at Nationott...Gee Whiz Quote of the Moment " Smile, give it all your heart" |
| Ugh...Blah...Whew |
| 01.05.04 (7:42 pm) [edit] |
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I totally forgot how much I don't enjoy school. What a day. It's tough going to a place where you can't stand your peers. Whew...Ok...lemme start from the beginning. This morning my mom woke me up at 5:00 to say that I needed to get up by 5:30 so she could do my hair. I lugged around for 15 minutes and then proceded to go downstairs. Blah Blah... 8:00 I walk into the school door with a very nervous/miseryful/ugh...mood. It must have been all over my face or something because as soon as I came into the gym Painge said "Gee, Katrina, it's just school." Ugh...I did not want to be there today. I was still in immense pain from yesterday...blah Bible class was regular, nothing new just some review for midterms which are next week! Air seemed well rested today. She actually seemed kind of aggravated/partially upset that we had to go back today... In English we talked about the Scarlet Letter and I swear I was the only one that was alive in that class. I love that book and by seeing the movie I received a better understanding of how the characters look (it's a mind thing) 4th period was ok. Blah... So was 5th... Lunch was spent in ArchMin's class... Oh yeah the drama continues I was sitting on the bench outside of the cafeteria and I ran into Air. I said to her "Did you miss me over the break?" she takes some time to think, "No, well, maybe for the first 2 or 3 days, but after that I didn't miss anyone." You know that was the typical answer. Hey, I didn't miss anyone. Then Vawrey V comes walking down the hall and completely interupts me and starts talking to Air. Eh, not too much drama... Later on, well actually, a couple of minutes later, ArchMin comes walking down the hall and says (as Air is standing there) "Katrina, I have to go get my lunch. When I go back upstairs I'll be ready." Air gave me a look. When I say a look it was kind of like :roll: I then said to Air "Do you have something to say?" She says "No." with a look on her face. I swear she shows every bit of thought and emotion on her face. She doesn't seem to realize it. I come home and find a great amount of joy when I listen to my Michael McDonald cd and watching movies with strong-willed heroines. How relaxing... What I've Learned Today: God is my boss. I am His employee. I never though about that until my mom was talking to me about helping others with a good attitude and a good heart Song(s) of the day: Matchbox 20 - Real World (trying to liven myself up in the car this morning), The Micheal McDonald cd Thought of the Day: I can't believe there is 6 more months of this crazy torture... Quote of the Day: THE BLOG! THE BLOG! BTW- 41833 gave me one of the Christmas Program Videos that were retailed at $20. It was so not worth it! But hey, I didn't have to pay for it...thats some of those crazy perks kickin' in again... |
| Immensely and Utterly Confused II |
| 01.04.04 (2:37 pm) [edit] |
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I go to tblog.com and I'm not logged in. I log in and go to my account and the stat number was 7038. What's going on here? Anyways I feel terrible today. I mean I feel like someone made me roll around in mud, kicked me in my back and gave me a slight cold. Ugh...I feel terrible Song of the Day: Distant Lover- Michael McDonald Thought of the Day: Celebrities are just regular people. Quote of the Day: Life is a precious gift. Don't waste it |
| I'm Still Breathing |
| 01.03.04 (10:35 pm) [edit] |
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Plug ::Please vote for me under the featured blogs::Plug Have you ever had someone in your life that you desperately wanted to get to know? I mean this person is in your thoughts constantly and you just have the need to learn that person? Gee, sometimes if I could for an instance live in my dream world while I'm conscious... I would truly know what I wanted in life. My subconscience thinks of things so much more clearly than I do in an "awake" state. Why is it that every person that I was ever attacted to seemed to be such a jerk? Why is it that I can't meet someone worth it ya know? I loved Jerry. I mean I wanted to marry this guy. He was gorgeous until I finally saw who he was. Sad... And Dameriz...ugh... we started out fun. I liked being around him and we talked about ya know regular stuff. We'd sit next to each other in almost every class. I loved being around him. I wouldn't actually say that I loved him but he just seemed like a great guy. At Christmas, he said that he was gonna get me a gold bracelet. (I'm still kicking myself for even entertaining the thought.) We eventually drifted apart. We got into an argument and that was the end of that. That was 2 years ago. Since then I have never even tried with a guy. Sometimes I feel like I'm just gonna be single for the rest of my life. Then other days I feel like I'm already married. Right now, all I can do is breathe. It's so sad...so very sad. I'm not just gonna be some slut that lets herself go "dizzle" any guy. Hey, I'm worth more than that. I mean look at the guys in my life. None of them have anything to offer. If any of them did it would be Roje'. Gosh look at my pickings. It's time for a new horizon. Aren't male musicians so beautiful? Ohh my goodness. Taylor Hanson. Just beautiful...but married... I just wish that everyone on this earth would give their lives to Christ. You have no idea how it burdens my heart to see misguided people in this life. I'm actually tearing up as I write this. I have never been in a position where being a Christian was unacceptable. I have grown up in this way of life. I know that there are people out there that were raised without religion, but I'll tell ya now, it is so INCREDIBLY worth being a Christian. I don't know how I would be without that in my life. How would life be without having Jesus in my heart. I mean how would it be to not be able to speak with Him at anytime to tell Him my problems and triumphs? Ogh...This is some night...I just have a whole hand full to spew out. One day I'm gonna regret putting my life out there on the internet for the world to see, but hey, I'm just being me. I think I have alot to offer to people but there are so few people that try to get to know me. I feel so weird right now. I usually don't feel like sharing so much of myself online, but hey, I'm still breathing. Ok I think I'm done. Yeah I'm through... |
| Utterly and Immensely Confused |
| 01.03.04 (8:43 pm) [edit] |
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Ok, I log into tblog and go to my account. My statistic count is way off... I mean it said 29. This morning it was 1,476 or something around there. What is going on? Do they reset after a certain number? Any information you have will be greatly appreciated. Now, for the real reason I got online, I just saw "The Juror" with Demi Moore today, and WOW. I could have sworn that it was gonna be like any old predictable movie, but it was the complete opposite. That is definately a movie that should be invested in. I need a job. The DVD's I wanna buy are so terribly expensive and it makes me sick to just be sitting here and not earning some form of money. I was contemplating on a job at Best Buy. Do they even hire people under 18? Who knows? Anyway I wouldn't have a way of getting there because I definately don't want to work anywhere around here. My only choice would be out-of-state, which is, by the way, not that far. I wouldn't be able to take running into someone I know while I'm working. I would probably go insane. Anyway, I still need a job. I might just work at Nationott for a couple of extra bucks... I could really kick myself right now. I spent all that money and that STUPID gamecube. I mean I spent alot of money on that system! If I could take it all back right now, I think I would. I would save up for times just like now when I really want to buy something that I would truly enjoy. Ugh...sometimes I make myself so sick! Ok. I'm cool. Gee I gotta figure out what I'm gonna do with my hair for school on Monday. I mean I know I could just press it and roll it up, or I could do the usual...lol. But I wanna make a bang. It is time to grow up. I am almost an adult and why am I holding on to things that are so trivial such as a hairstyle, or some nasty comment someone says about me. None of that stuff is gonna matter that much longer. It will be long gone when I get married and fullfill my life's mission on this earth. I know I'm gonna do something great. A couple of days ago around midnight I prayed to God that I would touch someone's life the way that Jan has touched mine. I know what I want to do, but I'm not ready to reveal it to the public just yet. I know what my heart longs for, I know that it will be tough to fullfill my desire in that field, but if I have my way, that will happen without too many roadblocks. Tonight for me is just one of those nights when I am just typing my hands away with thought while listening to a song that keeps me going. Whew... Maybe I'm not so utterly and immensely confused. Song of the day: Micheal McDonald - All in Love is Fair Thought of the Day: Will I ever become what I truly am? Quote of the day: All is changed in time |
| Fingerprints |
| 01.02.04 (7:41 pm) [edit] |
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I had a piece of clear tape today. Being bored, I placed it on my finger and pulled it off. It marked my fingerprint. What beauty. A fingerprint is the one thing on this entire planet that distinguishes us from each other. What magnificience, How well thought out was the human fingerprint? God is such a wonderful Creator! Even in the most unthought part of our bodies, our fingerprints, were well organized and planned. Our fingerprints show the creative handiwork of God. How special we are. How special we are to Him! Song of the Day : Michael McDonald - I'm Gonna Make You Love Me. Quote of the Day: "And He moved upon the face of the waters" |
| Distress |
| 01.02.04 (12:57 pm) [edit] |
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Yesterday I was so incredibly distressed that the blog was down that I wrote 1 blog at blogspot.com http://trinabinabear.blogspot.com" title="http://trinabinabear.blogspot.com" target="_blank"http://trinabinabear.blogspot... |