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| When you think you're at the end of the rope |
| 04.28.04 (8:14 pm) [edit] |
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I have just had a high! Ok so I'm watching Entertainment Tonight and it was about to go off. All of a sudden they show the preview for tomarrow. Darlene Cates is gonna be on tommarow discussing her career and her battle with the bulge. OH MY GOD. This is so weird because the other day I was thinking about her doing an interview. Serioously, no joke. There are more details to what has been going on with me and that situation but dag on...that is so wonderful. I'm so happy after being sad for hours because of the "Cicadors" They haven't come out yet but I've been so worried and this ET has happened and I am on cloud 10 for goodness sakes... I think I said, "Oh My God" about a hundred times. Thank you so much God because you know exactly what I want. (All Smiles) Don't miss ET tomarrow. Song of the day: Dream Girl - Hanson |
| Long Time, No Blog |
| 04.26.04 (7:17 pm) [edit] |
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Hey everyone. I haven't been online lately so I haven't been blogging. Anyways, the Seniors went on their class trip today. And If anyone has any hands-on experience with "Lee University" in Cleveland, Tennessee please post a comment because that is a university that I am considering. Ok, Well have you ever tried to break off of something addictive and you just couldn't? Lately I have, well, sort of have been trying to break off of something that has been apart of my life for many years and is actually harming me more than anything, and now if I attempt to do this thing I feel sick. So I really need to get myself together...ugh Song of the Day: Are You ready for a Miracle? - Patti Labelle |
| Hanson Day!! |
| 04.20.04 (6:41 pm) [edit] |
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Yes, I did get the cd today, and yes, it was terrifac. I di wish that it could have had more songs on it than it did but other than that it was fantastic. It has been so hot here. I mean really hot. Song of the day: Get Up and Go - Hanson Quote of the day: Love me or leave me alone - CA ~ Air |
| Take a Look at Me Now |
| 04.18.04 (12:37 am) [edit] |
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I don't want to say too much but I just don't feel well emotionally. I feel so alone in this whole "friendship" game. I know I have friends but I don't know if I could get to that exceptionally personal level with them, but then I couldn't even get there with my therepist. Therefore, I don't know if I will ever be able to open myself up for anyone to truly get to know me. It's always easier to learn someone else anyways... It's probably a good time to go shopping around for new companionship. I can't actually do what I want to right now because I'm still under parental rule, though I don't feel oppressed, there are just some things that you don't do under parental control. I would go join a club and or support group if I had a car and a job. I really wanna travel but for now I have to give off the perception (at school) that I do noting but stare at walls. One day, eventually.... Song of the Day: Phil Collins - Take a Look at Me Now. |
| Retraction of the Mask |
| 04.14.04 (9:14 pm) [edit] |
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I feel like I've been living under a false shelter of happiness for the past few years. I hate talking about this stuff on tblog because I know so many who read it, but I just have to say this while my fingers are ready. I can't believe that I am not considered anyones best friend or at least I thought I was. I just found out that I wasn't considered a best friend but more like a co-friend or shall I say "sister." What? Sister? That is just like when a guy says, "I can't date you ya know, we're just friends" That is a definate cop-out. How dare I let my guard down? You know I'm at that time in my life when I need to move on from this point. I mean I truly need to start over. I'm tired of the same old people and situations. I'm sick of the false faces and the masks of so-called friends in which I was never included into their inner circle. This isn't fair and I know why I am not the "Best friend" but rather the "sister." I'm just tired of this. If someone can't like me for who I am I wish they would just leave me alone and stop playing with my emotions. This is so mean how I had this unreal sense of comfort when actually I was on a concrete bed. Song of the Day: I Can't Love Anymore - Teena Marie Thought of the Day: Should I keep this "friendship" alive? |
| Scriptworthy |
| 04.10.04 (11:17 pm) [edit] |
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I had a great time with Lix today. This was the first time either of us has been out to a restaurant or in a movie theater without an adult. She drove. She came over to pick me up at 11:30a.m. I get in the car and say to myself, "This is a entirely new independance for me." We went out to Golden Corral for lunch which will be a last time thing because for 2 people it costed $20.00. I guess Great American is the way to go from now on. It was still nice being at a restaurant without parental guidance. Actually, it was incredibly fulfilling. After we left GC we stopped by Toys R Us so I could check out the games. I really like the feel of the Xbox controller...anyways, after a tug-of-war with the time we headed for the movie theater. We saw "The Prince and Me." You guys know that I just love watching movies, but I would give this one a 2 out of 5 because 1. It was filmed out of focus for some reason. 2. The storyline was kind of dry 3. The ending was terrible 4. I never really cared for pre-teen flicks except for when I was a pre-teen We finished off by playing volleyball in her yard and she took me home, but on the way there Lix said "Hey go to college with me in Colorado." I say "Colorado? that's so far." then she said "You know, we only have each other. I mean I know we have other friends besides each other, but there are things that we talk about that neither of us would ever think about saying to our other friends." I totally understood what she was saying. I do love all of my friends but there has always been something special about Lix. Ever since the summer of '97 we have been best friends. It just kind of happend. I just kinda knew. Since that time some wonderful people have come into my life, but none of them have had the impact on me that Lix had. Something like that is one in a million. BTW: I got the Penny and Me single from Sam and Goody today :D Songs of the Day: Every Word I Say ~ Hanson, Beautiful ~ Pharrel and Snoop, September ~ Earth Wind and Fire Quote(s) of the Day~ You give a new sensation, You showed me what you needed, you are my life completely...Hanson. "I'm Finally playing the role of the teen life" ~ TBB |
| My Life is a Movie Soundtrack |
| 04.09.04 (9:09 pm) [edit] |
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What is going on? With every 80's power ballad I hear I feel like it is specifically sarenating to me. It totally describes my mood, my thoughts, my situations. Sickening... Yesterday I went around town visiting various "Curves" gyms. Yes, I may most likely join (with my mom of course). It was a very interesting experience because, even though it is a place to work out, the instructors are very pushy...with the money. I also went to Toys R Us to check out the video games, and I have come to a very important decision, I will invest into an Xbox. Gamecube is great but Xbox gives me more options. I will always be a diehard Nintendo fan, it's just for right now I need a system that will cater to my needs. Tomarrow Lix and I will be going out. It's kind of weird because I'm not that social, but I said to her "Hey, wanna go see a movie or something tomarrow?" She said "yes." Good going K.G. So the plan is to go out to lunch (Golden Corral) and see a movie (Ella Enchanted). This brings me to what I truly got online for, to express the disppointment I have in myself for not containing myself in the utmost moderation today. I have never met anyone who knows what I go through from day to day and sometimes it is a pretty lonely road. That is the exact reason why when I go off to college I will join a support group for this situation. I wanted to go see "Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind"...go figure... Movie Soundtrack Song of the Day: Glenn Frye - You Belong to the City Movie(s) of the Day: I Come in Peace & When Harry Met Sally Quote of the Day: A restaurant in the 80's is what the theater was in the 60's ~ When Harry Met Sally |
| 20 Minutes Until GH |
| 04.05.04 (2:44 pm) [edit] |
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Why am I stalling? I need to just go downstairs and do it, not only for the sake of getting through it, but also for the supreme benefits I will eventually receive. Why won't I just go do it. It's like there are 2 parts of me. The pumped K who is excited about it and the unpumped K who is stalling... Will I ever complete my mission? Why won't I just go downstairs? Maybe after I finish washing clothes. Probably after General Hospital, or maybe after I get this 32oz bottle of water out of my bladder. Maybe I should at least prepare myself for my mission, I mean I do have 20 minutes until GH... Has anyone ever seen the movie "The Ten Commandments?" Talk about a greayt movie! It is amazing how that movie was made in the 50's and it almost has better graphics than many modern movies. I have to go get the DVD... Song of the Day: Night Fever - the BeeGees |
| Again? |
| 04.01.04 (9:00 pm) [edit] |
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ArchMin and Towerhigh got into it today. Yes, darlin, you heard right. ArchMin is in yet more drama. skip skip...Nicholah came up to school today. She is looking very nice. It is no nice seeing her unlike her sister "gossiper" Anyways, after school Air comes up to me and says "COME HERE!" I say "What is it?" she says after she closes the door, "What happend with ArchMin and Towerhigh?" It's very funny being in situations like that because I am hastled and pushed around for information. Song of the Day: Ashford and Simpson - Solid as a Rock Quote for the week : Idle Words... |