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Utterly, Udderly, Uddaly, UDDER!
09.30.04 (10:30 pm)   [edit]

About an hour ago I had a nice chat with Painge... (BTW I HATE this BETA posting engine because it erases EVERYTHING when you click a emoticon!) I was calling her to ask her if she could bring me some earrings for tomarrow... So as she answered the phone it went like this, "Hello?" , (me) "Hello Nasty..."  We talked for about 20 minutes.  She told me that she had a chat with Underthepitts this afternoon and he said that I was pretty.  Well she said it like this, "He said he thinks you're pretty, well, pretty, attractive, same difference..."  I said, "Really?" she said, "Yeah.."  Very nice, but he is her "Alpha" and I'm still stuck on Shawshank, THEREFORE!  So that's that.


Song of the moment: Arthur's Theme - Christopher Cross


 

 
And then there was me...
09.29.04 (9:45 pm)   [edit]
Now about my day which is the same day of the previous post. I went to the college fair and it was basically just like any other college fair, except smaller. So this moring before we were getting on the bus we had prayer circle and then loaded the bus at 9:00

I looked at some colleges and stuff then around 11:00 I got tired and went to sit with Painge and Sidney on the side of the room. We were talking about 3 persons. The first they called "Alpha" which means, "UnderthePitts." The second was "Theta" which is "SnakeEyes" and the third is my personal favorite, "Zeta" who is the Jerry Doppleganger aka Shawshank...

So Painge was talking about Alpha and how she was having sexual tension with him and this that and the other... Sidney was talking about Theta, who previously suffered from mono. She likes him. And I was talking about Zeta, Shawshank, the guy in my speech class. You know what I've noticed about myself? I either like guys REALLY BIG or REALLY THIN. I mean there is no in between. Shawshank is very tall and thin, but he is smooth and that is why I like him. So I mentioned to them that he writes lyrics (previously mentioned and a post) and then Painge said, "Hey, Shaw, come over here." and then Syd continued, "Do you write lyrics?" and he looked at her and said, "She (me) told you didn't she?" he had a smile on his face the whole time he said it.

And then Painge said, "No, I asked your mom." he said, "But my mom wouldn't know, only she (me) does." So then he smiled and walked away. MY GOD! He is Jerry. I just wish I knew how to tell him that I like him, but I smell the drama in the air. I don't wanna go through a bad experience with a guy just yet. I mean come on. I have NEVER told anyone I like them. Not even Jerry well, until I confronted him the night I found out he wasn't a virgin. Shaw is different. I think I could handle someone like him, because we could be friends, but then again, he may not like me. I would like to go to prom with him though. He isn't that cute but he is "familiar"...

Shawshank b-day is March 11th 1986. He said he plays video games, but not alot. He did play basketball at Nationott, but stopped for some reason. He is half Italian :D , and he wears a leather jacket. He is tall and thin and smooth with him talk. I swear he is Jerry on a fast. Only if he was an FA...

 
Decisions, Desicisions...
09.29.04 (10:33 am)   [edit]
I am, as I stated in a preivious post, going to the college fair today. Aww... I just feel like I'm gonna be Spiritually booted out of this house IN EVERY WAKING MOMENT! God, I know I'm gonna leave. It's not like there is a school around here that I truly wanna go to. That is why I'm going up to Trinity today, so I can see if that is the ABSOLUTELY PERFECT place for me to be. Because if I don't like the campus, or the scenery, or the neighborhood, then I won't be going there and that is just one more college to scratch off of my list.

Then the whole 41833 thing from yesterday. I mean Lee is a good college. It's probably just like Nationott on a large scale, but, and I repeat BUT, I want a change. I've been around nothing but Christianity (not saying that that is bad). Should I go to a secular school, or should I stick to my upbringing and go to a private Christian school? Oh, desicions, desicions. Maybe I can go with a "Powry" (Jan, PS, 41833 and their family) to Tennessee to check Lee out. The other thing about it is that I will be under immense pressure if they get me a scholarship and I want to be in college and have fun... But I must have met them and gotten close with them for a reason.

This day seemed so far away a few years ago. Why is it that it's only a few months away? I love my home and I don't wanna leave... I do need a change of scenery, but I don't wanna go far. Desicions, Desicions...

Song of the Day: Only When You Leave- Spandau Ballet
 
Hey Hey...
09.27.04 (5:35 pm)   [edit]
This morning I couldn't even remember if it was Sunday or Monday. TallOne pissed me off this morning as well, but since I can't remember what happend, I will leave it at that. Anyways, we went to bible class after prayer circle

3rd period I went to Pre-Cal and O-dee showed us our tests. I got 9 out of 25 right. Hey, I was happy. But he gave us an open-book retest. The class phrase, "Teamwork" was yet again used... Speaking of the class we had a class meeting with Mrs. DL 6th period, but we will also get into that later.

4th period, I finished up the newspaper, and I ran into 41833 as I was excorting a student to Music Man for help with his braces. Anywho, 41833 started waving and was like, "Hey, The girls won the game yesterday." I say, "Great!" and she says, "Yeah we won 25 to 2 and the other team was hating it." she continued, "Teesh spiked the ball down to the other side and then one of the opposing girls said, out loud, "HOLY SH*T!"
I'm like, it took EIGHT long years to hear her even remotely cuss. I can't believe it! Anyways she continued, "At the end of the game I went over to the other coach and said, "Good game." and then the coach said, "Get this white b*tch off the court." (41833 starts laughing a little.), "I couldn't believe it. BUT WE WON!!!"

Oh 41833, you never cease to amaze me... Now for lunch. I was sitting on the bench and TallOne came up to me asking me if I wanted to buy a "C/O 05" bag. I said, "Yeah... how much are they?" She said if we get enought people then I would be 6-8 dollars. She then asked me how many people were in our class. I said "22" and she was like Pink and Blue One didn't wanna buy a bag. She continued, "I'm tired of her attitude. I mean we are supposed to work as a class and she always has to be so complicated." She said this very loud. I know she wanted Pink to hear it...

6th period we had a class meeting and everything is about to be organized. Mrs. DL is the best! Now to the infamous Air. Right before 7th period, as I was waiting outside of her class, she walked up to me and hugged and kissed me on my right cheek. Then she said to Stan, who was with me, "I don't wanna kiss you."

7th period, We had personal testimony time in Speech. Lets just say that I was very quiet and reverent

Song of the Day: Only When You Leave - Spandau Ballet
 
Berrylie
09.26.04 (4:06 pm)   [edit]
I had the weirdest dream about my mom and the SA movement last night. If only... Anyways, I finally (a week late) went to the library to get some books for my vocation paper, "How to be a writer." I would have been in and out if I would have had a library card, or if my sister wasn't looking for a specific book.

I do NOT wanna go to school tomarrow...eh typical Sunday evening jargon.

Song of the Day- So happy together- ???
 
The Forgotten Pieces
09.25.04 (9:06 am)   [edit]
I meant to tell all of you this, but I guess since it's not a flattering story I've tried to postpone it.

For the past few days "Underdaequaita1" has been being hitting on me. Instance #1 I was in the highschool office waiting for Tower (who was on the phone) to give me some scissors (so I could cut the sashes for Air) So as I'm waiting, "Ol'King Cole" was stamping the date on the progress reports. Unda was standing there with me going through our grades and I had gotten all A's and a D (by default in Pre-cal) so, Unda looks at his and says, "I beat ya!" then he kisses me on my forehead. My heart skipped a beat, not from love and excitement, but rather by an almost vomitous feeling.

I am a virgin. I have NEVER been kissed, but I plan to after the pastor says, "I pronounce you husband and wife." So this abrupt "thing" was like almost a rape of 1/3 of my virginity. 1/3rd? you're thinking... Well me and Sydney have devised a chart of the 3/3rds of virginity.

1. Kissing
2. Touching
3. The actual intercourse

So Unda almost, in a sick and twisted way, took that from me.

Now for the second instance. Yesterday afternoon when the "Get the heck outta here" bell rang I was headed down the steps and Unda was parrallel to me coming up. He said, "Katrina, just the person I was looking for." and then he licked his lips and started making some very NASTY noices with his mouth... So freakin nasty. I don't know. Maybe he has some kind of bet going on with some guys or what. I'm guessing he does, but I will never be stupid enough to fall for it.

::sidebar:: a few days ago Unda twisted "Savory's" nipples. She decided not to tell anyone because if he were to get kicked off of the team then she would be the point of target. Savory is a girl in my class who dated one of the '04 graduatee's::

So I will keep ya'll posted on what is going on with this situatuon....

Songs of the Day: Give me the night - George Benson; The Air I Breathe - Teena Marie.
 
Almost Died on Rosh Hashannah
09.18.04 (2:50 pm)   [edit]
I feel like I lived my whole day in the subconcious world. I'm lying in bed and all of a sudden a conversation between me and Cooncheeks (a conversation the never existed in reality) popped back up into my head. This is what I get for catching a cold.

Rosh Hashannah...

I was gonna be off that day anyways because I had to watch my sister (who is now in public school). So the night before I was probably on the phone until midnight, and I had gotten home from school late because of volleyball practice. So, I wake up the next morning (Rosh Hashannah) and I can't swallow plus I feel a layer of phlem in the back of my nose and the top of my throat. My GOD! I could still breathe through my nose though. It felt like the first stage of the flu. What a terrible feeling...

Next day, I get up at 5 in the morning. My mom says I can stay home. So I do. Meanwhile, well, later on that day around 11, my mom calls the house. She says, "Take your temperature." I do and it was "101.6" She then says, "You're going to the doctor at 1:15. Get ready." So mom comes home to get me. We were sitting at the doctors office for what seemed to be an hour. But as soon as the door opened I was first to go in. I love my doctor... Anyways, she says, "Well, it looks like you have a cold. The question is, "Is it viral or bacterial?" So then she says, "Lemme see if you have strep throat." So she says, "Say 'Ahhhh' ok?" so I say "Ahhhhhh!" and she is sticking the cuetip in my throat. I gag enormously. Then she says, "Ok, I'm gonna hold your tongue down with this then do what I told you."

She then stcks the thing to the ball in the back of my throat and I didn't know that I could produce so much saliva...ugh. But she had a bucket ready for me 'cause I warned her that I was gonna throw up on her... Anyways, that brings me to today. I'm still sick. I do feel alot better, but I know that I need to change a few things so that I won't get sick again. This has been, in a way, a lesson. First, I should eat more lightly. Since I've been only living on bread and soup for the past 3 days, I have felt better. Plus, I have introduced juice into my life. So now I'm gonna stop drinking ONLY water. Now I'm 'bout to go take a nap...

Song of the Day: Didn't I (Blow ya mind) - Delfonics
 
Witness Wednesday
09.15.04 (7:41 pm)   [edit]
First, to start off with last nights dream. I was looking at an interview with Luther Vandross and some reporter. They were going through Luther's refrigerator to see if he owned any sodas. Anyways, they found 2 Sprites and then Luther started saying, "You know, I used to be into action films and things like at, but now since I found out about this "movement" I start to sing about canned foods." (This was, in no way intended to be fascist. I couldn't lie to you about the dream that I had.) Then the song he mentioned was playing in the background and He was wearing a shirt that barely covered his belly button. I'm so sorry Luther but I had to post this. (P.S. Love ya :)

Now to what happend in reality. We had the most "PHENOMINAL" speaker at chapel today. I don't remember her full name so we can just call her "Evangelist." She came up to revival week last year and brung the house down. She didn't fail us with her message this year either. As soon as she stood up to speak I felt a surge of a sweet spirit in the room. Seriously. God is truly in her. Anyways, the message was about breaking the yolks of bondage in our lives. She would say a sin (i.e, Lust, Cheating, Stealing...) and have a student volunteer themselves to represent the sin at the front of the room.

I don't really feel like getting into the sins that she said, but alot of them hit home for all of us. Many of the people I would have never thought to volunteer went up to the front. Finally the Class of '05's theme "Teamwork" (which was meant to be cheating) worked out for good. At the end of the service she had an alter call. Eight people got saved; Many people rededicated their lives. After that she asked everyone that went to the alter to get in a circle around the commons area. I then got up to join the circle. She started to pray the prayer. I started tearing up. The Spirit was moving, and then Vawrey V (The biggest fake on the East coast) starts doing a fake version of speaking in tongues.

I know your probably thinking, "You don't know if she was faking or not." Yeah I know. We all knew. When someone starts saying, "AshantiRoshHashannah" you know something is up. It's like she waited for the Evangelist to pause to say all that junk. It took everything in me to not bust out laughing. I just know that I was holding Sidney's hand (b/c we were instructed to hold hands) and then when VV said it, I squeezed Sid's hand and bit my lip. After the prayer I opened my eyes and Sidney was shaking from laughter. I later asked my fellow collegues about this situation and we all agreed, even TallOne...

Skip Skip...

Lunch. Cooncheeks bought me lunch today, therefore, yesterday's short rant is now temporarily unfounded. I came in the cafeteria and Air was there at the last table that, for some reason, our class keeps juggling through. Anyways, I walked in and then I was just about to walk out. She says, "Where are you going!" I say, "Out." She says "Come back here. Katrina!" and then I walk out. I eventually came back in and sat there for a few minutes. After lunch, she asked me to do her progress reports for her since she likes my handwriting :)

7th period skip...

Now you'd think I'd be home after that class right? WRONG! I was thinking about what Painge had said to me about how the JV Varsity team couldn't play correctly and how her and TallOne didn't wanna help them learn. So me, being team manager, decided to go back up to the school ('cause I left) and help the girls out. 41833 asked me to go teach the girls how to serve and bump the balls with control. So I did. There was this one girl, who had cornrows down her back and I think is the one going with Sappy, she was incredibly nice to me. I won't draw any conclusions, but I do think there may have been more...but still she was a sweetheart.

There was also that tall light-skinned girl. She seemed very nasty but hey I still dealt with her. It was surprising that "Cornrow Girl" was so nice. It made me think twice. Being there so late I got to see, the most beautiful boy ever, "UnderthePITTS" in a sleveless shirt with shorts. It's like God fashioned him to be Samson, without all the brains... It's like 95% of him genes went to his looks and the other 5% went to brains.

Mrs. Rawls took me home 2 HOURS LATE! But hey, I'm greatful. At least she gave me a ride...

Song of the Day: Luther Vandross - Your Secret Love
Quotes of the day : "OOOh Debra!", A scene with fornication "I gone take my draws off...!" ~ Evangelist (keepin it real)
 
Ehh
09.14.04 (3:36 pm)   [edit]

Cooncheeks makes me so SICK!  I just had to say that before I tell ya the day.  We had chapel this morning.  The co-basketball coach "Bricks" did the sermon, which was quite well.  I got an 85 on a precalculas quiz and 100 on a vocab quiz.  All around it was a great day...


Song of the Day: Big Star - The Battle of El Goodo


 

 
Smoky Air
09.10.04 (6:58 pm)   [edit]
Today was COMPLETELY HEINOUS! (If you want to know the whole story I would recommend you to the previous post.) All I can say is :!:

I came into the school and headed for the gym. I purposely walked into the gym the back way to avoid Air (who I was completely convinced was PISSED at me 'cause of Arch's unwelcome visit to Nationott yesterday afternoon) I go around the corner to where the stairs are and there she is. Have you ever felt no nervous that you were gonna pee on yourself? Well, that's how I felt. So I try to play it off and I said, "Goodmorning" (<-- tottally trying my best to hide my nervousness) She said, "Well hello. I need to speak with you." [::sidebar::] OH GOD! [::end sidebar::] >
I say, "Me?" She says, "Yes, and it's important." So I wait for the stair area to clear itself of students and she said, "I hope you're not feeding information to your best friend." I say (as if I had no clue who she was talking about) "Who?" She says, "Your girl." I say, "You?" She says, "No, ArchMin. She came up here yesterday and was in the office saying that you called her and she needed to return your call. She said all of this to Stanley. I'm like 'Why would she say that' ya know? I know she only said it because I was there." I said, "What is she talking about?! I didn't call her. Why is she starting all this mess?!" She goes, "And she didn't even speak to me until I acknowlegded her." (All of a sudden my heart is in my stomach. My stomach is in my throat. And my throat is in knots.) I then say, "I'm sick of this. I gotta get out of this school! I'm 'bout to go call my mom!" and I walk off. (BTW as I was walking off there was this little kid in the doorway and I think I pushed him out the way) So as I was going she said, "Katrina come back. We need you here! Katrina!..."

I go to the office and call my mom. I start to cry a little and tell her what happend (at least partially 'cause I was suffering from "cry voice") She tells me to calm down and everything. I then went to chapel. It's amazing 'cause I could have cared less what was about to happen in chapel because this crap was all that was on my mind. Towerhigh did chapel and during the whole service I was just waiting for Air to say something really nasty to me...It never happend.

It was then time for English. I went. I sat. I was not in the mood for English. I didn't even care what Air was saying. I litterally wasn't there.

PreCal: Me and Porce had a very nice conversation about Teena Marie. She knew some of the songs on my bookbag. It was truly refreshing because I never met anyone who listens to the same genres as me :)

4th period... Physics...skip skip

Lunch. I actually was in the cafeteria. I sat alone at first 'cause my plan was to read my precalculas book. That plan was overturned and I ended up sitting with the regulars plus "Jury" <---grrr... So about half way through it the Pink and Blue One's leave to talk to Santee (Gym teacher) So I was watching the Pink One's stuff. Air walks up to the table with a plate of food. She says to me, "Who's stuff is this? and Where is my seat?" I said, "This stuff is Pinks, and I didn't save you a seat 'cause I didn't think you were talking to me." She says (with a look of disgust on her face and speaking with a stern pissed of voice) "Why wouldn't I be talking with you!" I say, (in a calm voice) "I thought you were upset with me." She says "Why would I be upset with you?! You're my boo." (There goes that South East lingo) I make a partial but "don't really care" smile and she sits with the teachers. >
Stan comes to the table with me and we had a rather nice chat while he ate. We didn't have our usual conference with Air, but we did have a conference. Around 2:00 Air, Towerhigh, and Stan go upstairs. I head to the office and then to the high school office. Air comes in after me and we ended up talking about class trips. I really wasn't talking much because I still felt bad I guess. So then Tower left and we were in the office with this nice African woman. I'm guessing it's Tower's assistant, but anywho me and Air were there.

I say, "Do you know how to black someone's number?" She says, "Is it that bad?!" I say, "No, but I really wanna cut off all ties without having confrontation." She says, "Oh, well I say tell ya momma." The African lady interupts and says, "Call the phone company." and then Air interupts and says, "No, do what I told you to do. Tell ya momma." Tower comes back and then the bell rings. Air comes over to me and gives me a hug and a kiss... Oh Air, how could I ever forsake you?

You would think that would be the end of all the drama right? Dream on... I come home and relax for a while then I start to fry chicken. The phone rings. I answer and it's the Pink One. She says, "Did you hear what Santee said to me at lunch today about cleaning tables? (another time folks) and I say, "Yes." she says, "Hold on I want you to talk to my dad." [::sidebar::] This week must be some collosal joke huh? I mean I am minding my own business and now I'm involved with this drama. Someone must have a hit out on me by now...[::end sidebar::]

He gets on the phone and asks me what happend. I tell him (it wasn't even that big of a deal. Santee just plays ALOT) So he starts getting upset and calling people perverts, and talks about how he gonna call the police and everything... Then he says, "If I need you as a witness will you speak to the principal?" I say, "I'm not trying to sound rude when I say this, but I'm going through alot of stuff up there and this is Pink's situation. Her boyfriend was there and I'm pretty sure that he woudn't have a problem speaking, but right now is not a good time for me." he says "Ok" and then I say, "Ok" and hang up. WTH!!!! I later talked to Pink and she's not mad at me. Thank God.... This just proves that...What does this prove?

Song of the day: You don't know my name - Alicia Keys

Words of the day: Brainwashing, and "Death!" ~ Action J
Todays Breath of freah air: When I found out Air wasn't mad at me

Todays bit of insight: Finding a website where it explains precalculas

Quote of the day: BRAN NEW YEAR! ~ Cooncheeks (in the office)

Hot happening of the day: This girl they call "Big Burly" and "Shaq" was walking behind me. I guess I was going too slow and she said, "Move B*tch" lol...
 
I Wanna Throw Up
09.10.04 (4:58 am)   [edit]

Death?  Not Possible...


Yesterday ArchMin came over my house at 4:20... but before that let me explain where she was prior to my house.  I get  call from Stan at 5:30 something and he says the Arch was at Nationott and came in the office and was like, "Hey, You should call me sometimes.  I TALKED TO KATRINA A FEW DAYS AGO."  She said this while Air (arch-nemesis and my new super buddy) was in the office, but get this.  Arch speaks to Stan and says absolutly NOTHING to Air.  So Arch is turning the knob to leave the office and Air says, "WELL HELLO!"  and Arch says, "Uhh, hi." then goes on aboout her business.


Why whas she up there you ask?  To get her mail...ugh.  Now here is my dilemma, since I happened to mention the 8 page letter to Air the other day I feel like I have utterly betrayed ArchMin.  But then again, I never liked ArchMin as much as I LOVE Air.  I feel like I betrayed Air because, yes the other night I did call ArchMin, BUT it was just to see if the rumors were true about her coming back.  Now, I'm in a sickening situation.  Will Air be so UTTERLY pissed at me because I kinda sorta called Arch or will she tottally not care and still love me.  I don't want her to think that I'm the mole or something of the nature.  I feel like I'm playing both sides, but I'm not.  I know I don't care for Arch the way I do for Air.  Actually my plan was to cut off ALL TIES to Arch since my rekindled affair with Air.  What's a girl to do? 


So here I am at 7:10a.m. on a Friday morning writing how I am such a terrible being.  I even went to the store last night to try to find Air a card so shwe wouldn't think that I was playing both sides.  I love her.  I care for her.  ArchMin?  she is alright, but she is no Air.


Song of the Day: You don't know my name- Alicia Keys

 
Tuesday, Tuesday?
09.07.04 (2:38 pm)   [edit]
What a weekend. I hate having company over. It's like they just take over your life... Anyways, the weekend is over and I went to school today. Haynes makes me sick and I was so tired today from the extra guests over the house this weekend. BTW: I got to drive the truck on road yesterday with my dad :)

Air had on a flowery dress and a blue sports jacket, the usual. She also had me printing papers for her throughout the day :x. I didn't get a chance to attend the lunchtime conference today because I had to go to "MiMi's", the braider, to get a touch up. I was there for about an hour and came home at 3:00.

Last night I stayed up to watch the BET awards and I FINALLY got to see Teena Marie and Rick James last performance before his death. My Goodness she can sing! It was worth it even though My eyes are paying for it now.

Song of the Day: I Got You- Teena Marie and Rick James

Todays breath of fresh air : Leaving at 1:30

Hot Gossip- Sweet Pea told me that her and Roje are officially not friends (again) because he quote, "Went over the line on Friday." I will find out more on this subject later on today.

Todays Bit of Insight: I just found out today that I am the Yearbook comittee. Amazing how everyone knew before I did, and Sweet Pea saw Jan today...(grrr... I wish it were me)

Quote of the Day: [to Sydney for being so slow with everything] We're seniors now so LET'S GET POPPIN'! ~Air
 
'Cause She Didn't Want Parades Just Passing By Her
09.04.04 (6:47 pm)   [edit]

Anyone wanna give me $18.00? 


Today me my mom and my sister went to the grocery store, twice.  I was so tired the ENTIRE time.  I almost fell asleep as I was pushing the cart.  Maybe this weekend I can recouperate the many lost hours of sleep due to the return of Nationott.


Ike and Tina relationships have been all over the place, well, at least all open all over the place.  Actually, by many prominent women in my life.  It seems like the second time around everything works out better for all of them.  I think that any woman who has divorced her first husband should go after a person she may have never considered.  Maybe someone outside of her race.  In the case of Paula Deen, her husband (who is in her race) may not have been a person she would have never considered in her early 20's.  Maybe from the early 40's to the mid 50's a womans judgement skyrockets...


I love Autumn.  I can't wait until it gets here.  It's just something about that time of year that just invigorates me.  The only thing about that time is that I really would like to date someone.  I'm not sure if the reason is because the sun goes down earlier, or even if things or more quiet and having someone  (who is warm) on all those frigid afternoons.  Autumn...Oh Autumn, when will you arrive?   


Songs of the Day: You can't go back- Patti Scialfa, What's love got to do with it?- Tina Turner, Don't cry out loud- Melissa Manchester


Today's breath of fresh air: Finally being able to find songs that fit the season.


Today's bit of insight: When I have a daughter I will name her Autumn.

 
All the Bells and Missles?
09.01.04 (6:42 pm)   [edit]

I am amazed to say that I am finally happy to see Painge.  She has brought (I wanna say broughten) life to our class by finally showing up.  I guess maybe her appearance has made Air feel like it's finally time to start acting normal.  


I finally got my seat moved to the correct location in Air's class.  THANK YOU GOD!  Because, for some reason, I am not attentive in the front of the class.  To tell you the truth I'm just out of it this year.  I don't feel like I'm in school.  In my mind this is just a few days I have to get through to have my summer back again.  Actually, I'm starting to feel like I'm missing out on one of the most memorable (or at least supposed to be memorable) times in high school.  I don't even enter the cafeteria and if I do it's just to socialize for a few minutes then I leave. 


Air got pissed at me today for leaving (actually not just today but also yesterday) the cafeteria.  Right when lunch first started I was sitting on the bench with Roje' and Stanley.  Air comes up to me and says "I don't like you."  I was shocked (and smiling), then I said, "Why?"  then she said "Because you get to leave at 2:30."  I say "I don't leave at 2:30."  She then says, "Oh, I like you then..."  ??? weird...


She wore a HOT yellow outfit today.  It looked as if someone grabbed her from the sun.  Anyways, I thought it was gonna be a TERRIBLE day today.  Why?  I don't know.  Every morning this week I have felt completely nauseous.  I didn't eat anything today until around 3:00 when I was about to leave and even then it was just some crackers.  Eating them make me even hungrier than I was before, but thank God my mom came to get me earlier. 


Hot Gossip of the day: Sking and DOO DOO were spotted at the tattoo shop together (for those who don't know who these people are, SKing is the woman who wanted to beat me up for not wanting to have her as Senior advisor.  DOO DOO is an x-basketball player who had a raunchy affair with the married SKing... or so they say) 


Song of the day: Teena Marie- Mixes my Garnier        & nbsp;  


Today's breath of fresh air : When I got my seat changed, (Monday's was having a math teacher who knows what he's doing)