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| A little older, a little wiser |
| 06.04.05 (8:17 pm) [edit] |
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I'm older. I'm 18. Isn't that sick or what?! I remember being 4. I remember being 13. I remember turning 15. Wow, 18. That's something. At one momment or another in life, everything that you have ever loved will reach a point, and you will see the circumstances of those things you loved. I saw them all in this past week. I've learned so many lessons in this past year. You can have a friend sitting right under your nose. God is truly the Author and this Finisher of our faith. He will order the steps of His people, and with me, allow me to avoid certain situations that aren't good for me in the present time, or ever. You eventually have to leave home, and hold your breath while jumping into the pool of life. Florida was one of the best experiences of my life. I learned that I can be on my own, and not die. I learned that if you fully trust in God, then He will completely take care of you. I learned that sometimes you just have to get away from familiarity, and suck up your pride. Sometimes you have to just let go, and enjoy the day. The list goes on and on. This was the best year ever in my life. I had a great school year. I've grown as a person, and slowly, I am letting go of past fears that I have built up. I am becoming more outgoing. I am slowly on the path to recovery from alot of things that have happend to me or around me. I have learned that there will be special people in your life that will disappoint you. I have learned that those same special people can steal your heart, and no matter what they do, you will never stop loving them. I have learned that putting people on a pedistal is a BIG mistake, because they are human, and we all make mistakes. I have also learned that a change of scenery...the change in the midst of a season...when the leaves change colors, and slowly, the background changes again, and the snow slowly falls...is like medicine. Going through the motions day after day can drive anyone insane. It's best to enjoy life, live it correctly in God's sight, and think about the meaningful things, and everything will be peachy keen. Readers, it's not over. It will never be over. Only a new chapter is about to be written. Only a new type of ink will be used to write the words. The characters will still be there, but only the ones who are true will stay. Catch that leaf the is falling from that tree. Look up to the gray sky, and reminisce on what blessings you have received, and what paths you could have taken, but are thankful that you didn't. Get paper, and write to that special friend. Make sure they know you love them as much as you know they love you. Don't live in the past, just keep a fresh memory of it. Don't get rid of your true friends, because you never know when they will bring a bucket of sunshine into your life. Enjoy the day. Play in the rain. Throw a snowball. Do cartwheels in the grass. It's not over readers. Oh no, it's not over... Songs of the day: Matchbox 20's cd- Mad Season (The Burn, Mad season, Last Beautiful Girl); Bryan Duncan- Things are gonna change. |
posted by: marianne (reply)
post date: 06.04.05 (6:17 pm)
hello! i love ur site! ^_^ very nice and inspirational.
well, ill tell u the same thing i told my friend who has also jus graduated (and had a b-day)... congratulations! ur old and on ur own... be smart.
posted by: newbie (reply)
post date: 06.04.05 (6:19 pm)
... and i noticed the hanson website... -_-* i still think they look like chicks. =P